OniOfTheShade

11 months ago, I pleaded for you to stay. Reality took it's course and your heart settled for another. With that you made her soul your home. However, If you had stayed, and we fell for each other like the Autumn leaves that had fallen, We would have become as broken as pieces of shattered glass piercing through our hearts. I already had broken wings, and you couldn't help me fly. However, If you had stayed I would have never learned to fly on my own. And now, 11 months later, Somedays are harder than others, Somedays I miss you. Somedays I look back (quite often actually) and please know I miss the simple conversations we shared.

I never would have seen it coming. I was dwelling from the frost bite of the ice cold winter. My heart began to whither away from pain. But spring was in the air, and subtly, The seeds that had long been planted in the stiff ground were softening up. Roots intertwining with soil just the same as our hearts were. The sun's sweet kiss meeting earth, just as yours met mine. Before I even knew it, we were a budding romance. Life all around us, colorful and fun. Summer soon came through, and filled our days with warmth. The whole season was a jubilee. The sweetest song of a bird, the delicate breeze through the trees, Reflect the explo

These are the lies I feed myself Slick, disembodied fallacies. Dystopia is my world, I invite you in, I warn you. You cannot feel the cracks in my facade. Lava cannot live beneath ice. I am the lie you feed to yourself, Snapshots of perfection. Flames lick over ink imitating life, Swirling lies into chaos. My chaotic secret, this awful lie This face is a mask I cannot hide. I am a fool only to myself.